u know how sometimes when we quarrel with a loved one, its the worst time of our lives. the shouts, the hurtful things we say, the tears we cry. it sucks and we just wished things would be better again.

but u know what hurts more. when it has come to the point of silence. where theres nothin left to say. where u know tht he aint got anythin more that he wants to say to u. where u know tht all tht he wants now, is time away from u.
and jus when u thought it couldnt hurt any more, u see him gainin back some semblance of his normal life. u couldnt stop thinkin about it, but he seemed as tho he could care less. u could hardly breathe, yet he had breath for laughter.
for the very very first time, i get the feelin tht this really, is it. and the strange thing is, i dont even know what i did tht was so bad, tht it made u decide to give this up.
he told me it had been buildin up inside u for quite some time. but ur affection towards me few days ago sure didnt seem like it..
the opposite of love is not hate. its indifference. how very true indeed.

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