sometimes i think.. theres too much drama in my life to be real. does that sound right..? haa. anyway, yea. i wish things could be simpler. but it cant ever be, can it.. life never seems to want me to be happy for long. throws me a loop every few steps i take. i dont know what i did that made u change ur mind. i thought things were gonna be okay. but i guess i was wrong huh.
perhaps u thought bout it and felt that ive been too willful, perhaps u felt uve jus had enough and u deserve to be treated so much better. im sorry tho. for all the times i pushed ur buttons, even when i knew u always put me first.
i know he told u its better to let it go. but please dont. please dont let us go. i still want that place of our own. i still want our joely. so lets give it time like u promised we would okay..